Yes, I am still writing. I'm easing in slowly as I figure out where I'm going with this blog. I do know that the name and domain is going to change, but I'm not sure when. I'm taking things one step at a time. In fact, that's how I'm living the rest of my life right now. I'm in the process of researching and planning for some (hopefully) big changes that will allow me to actually do what I want to do. But, it's going to be a long process (1 - 2 years), so I'm learning to take things one step at a time. It requires a lot of legwork and planning, so I'm focusing on that right now. For me, 2013 is definitely the year of refocusing, planning and moving forward. I feel so excited and nervous about the direction I'm going. It's exactly what I need to be doing.
On the health and fitness front, 2013 is shaping up to be a pretty big year as well. It's the year I'm finally going to complete a full marathon! This one, in fact:
I'm already registered and the training plan is attached to my refrigerator. I'm already a few weeks in and I'm already experiencing all of the emotions that come along with training for something new and exciting and BIG! I'm fluctuating between complete fear and total confidence. I'm constantly questioning how I'm going to run for 26.2 miles while simultaneously envisioning myself crossing the finish line. But, most of all, I just keep reminding myself that each distance has seemed daunting when I first set out to conquer it. After all, I think I was most nervous about my first 5K.
Wow...look how far I've come.
The other day, one of my facebook friends posted the following inspirational picture and I immediately shared it with others. This is exactly how I am feeling right now. I know it's time for me to conquer the marathon, even if many of my waking moments are spent doubting my ability to actually do so.
That's the beauty of this sport. There are tangible results that go beyond body size or weight loss. There's the excitement of running a new distance for the first time. There's the feeling of fulfilment you get after completing an event that you were terrified of completing (Ragnar, anyone?). There's the constant knowledge that if you just keep running, you'll reach a distance that at one point seemed impossible.
So, this is it. The year that I conquer the marathon. I'm sure I'll be talking about it a lot in this space. I hope you don't get sick of me :)